I kinda thought id post a different story to help explain the intolerance thing ill probably post tomorrow...
most of my troubles of everything (ill explain tomorrow) really started in middle school, even though they were the absolute best years of my life. having a shitload of friends, parties (no one drank back then), and it was cool that i could do so well in school and still be loved by nearly everyone in seventh grade.
on march 9th i was diagnosed with crohn's disease, which isnt a big deal, but it changed a lot of my life. (again, for tomorrows blog ill explain). so in 8th grade i changed... a lot. i was a lot fatter then i was cos of meds, and i was just kinda depressed. the girl i liked (ill fake her name cos i hate typing it...) was carly. wow. she and me were extremely close. you have no idea. i knew for a fact she liked me too. god... i cant even explain how close we were. i wish i could though LOL.
she was cuter then cute, but not a bitch. she was smart, adorable gosh... everyone loved her. i mean everyone. you would too if you ever met her. just looking at her would make you smile, even if you didnt know her. she was always happy, bubbly, and just an awesome person. anyway, when i really started to like her i became more involved in music. i learned to play guitar, and i worked on my singing (which crystal thinks sucks D: . its puberty! when justin bieber experiances it youll hate him toooo :(( LOL) . i wrote a lot of music... i never played for her but still. she was the greatest, especially in a time when i needed a good friend.
at our 8th grade dance we didnt go together, but we were with eachother all night ( i had no balls to ask out anyone... or ask her to a dance lmao). we slow danced at the end of my night. i cried tears of joy when i got home. i loved her... and it sucks too. we hung out the next day and as i was about to ask her out she told me she was leaving for summer camp. SHIT right? i couldnt ask her out when i wouldnt see her for 8 weeks. and sure enough, 8 weeks later, after missing her like hell she stopped answering my texts. we went to highschool... and never talked to me in the halls. i dont know what happened during those 8 weeks... but it was tough.
and 1 year of not talking to the only person who i ever felt that way about i still miss her. i wish we were still friends...
Crystal, youre right though. its so hard to be friends with someone of the opposite gender without things getting all relationshipy.. im really sad just writing lol....
so tomorrow youll find out why i hate intolerance and why i am who i am... the crazy sunuvabitch you gotta love :D
did you know the lead singer of Saves the Day has Crohn's disease? Cherry is in love with that guy and the only way for met to ever have known that was from her.
ReplyDeleteAlso, i dont like justin bieber. and i enjoy your singing very much XD
i did lol!
ReplyDeletethats why i sound like im 8ish, cos its delayed bah puberty and shi--hat.